[F L I P]

back in hell
the only thing that’s true is that I’m
leaving this place
i know that i will never be
as free as i am today
never again
the same old routines
i’m not letting go of
the sweet dopamine
wishing there was
just another day or two
i can’t go on for I’ll be
enjoying life
the way i’ll never be
experiencing anything like this again
hoping i won’t
forget about this time
thinking just what did i
see- mountains and grass and lakes and air
you wish you’d
be in my position
i’d trade my life for someone to
give me the ability
to relive this
death
only keeps me from
leaving the mountains
i’m gonna be
breathing fresh air
i will never be
this happy again
i won’t ever be
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