[H E L L O]

Hello.

A bit pathetic, just how
these words are written down
instead of being spoken
right to your face.

But I messed it up
forgot to stop
to appreciate you yesterday
while I still could.

I don’t want to
have to lose you
and I’m sure you’ll be fine, but still
my brain tells me otherwise

So if one day you look back to when
I said goodbye back then
and think I forgot to think of you
i just hope you know it wasn’t true

And if that was the last day we spoke
forever and always I will hope
that you know that you are loved.
by me and by the universe

and I pray that you don’t blame me
cause I surely will, for all eternity
grief and sorrow, regrets will follow
because I should’ve loved you more

just know that I love you, yesterday like next week
even if we’ll never speak
to each other again.
because you’re gone and I missed my chance

But I’ll know, I’ll know that I should’ve known that
the peace, tranquility and fun we had
would come to an end in the worst way ever
because i never got to say goodbye to you.

so. despite not being said to your face.
i hope you hear this, and don’t count the days
that will follow until I’m home
cause i will miss you. so badly. but i never want you to feel this kind of pain.

so, please… be alright, okay?
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