[L O N G I N G]

Is this what I needed?
Upon me, an orchestra
A sweet symphony
Sounds awaited for so long

Was it really worth it?
To hear this song played live
The dying wish of a child
lost long ago

or am i to blame?
for not making the best of it?
For listening to a perfect piece
and judging it for being too good?

our golden hour, our beautiful work
a dream written down since years ago
coming true
and yet, i feel it’s not what i wanted
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